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hey guys, i need 50$ ASAP, so i'm selling my rammstein dvd's for 12$-15$ :3

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Havin' kind of a good day today, so here's a feature journal :D


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Hey guys~

Remember the Richard Kruspe plushie I made couple months ago?
Richard Kruspe - plushie - SOLD by Eisenrose

So, I decided to sell it.. and it sold surprisingly fast for $25. I wasn't expecting that at all.

I've found out ago quite a lot of people are interested in my plushies.. besides, I'm gonna need money for Christmas, so I'd have to find a way to make some anyways :D

So here's the question: Would be anyone of you interested in plushie commission? Only RZK, for start, and the plushie would be smaller than the mentioned one (cos i've made a new pattern) - like 4,5 inches (11,5 cm) -- like here fav.me/d5he8sp . Also, I'm gonna use skin tone felt for the body.. and one more thing, I've found out how to make spikes so you are able to choose hairstyle. Does that sound good to you?

About the price. 20$ - 15$, haven't decided yet. Payment thru PayPal.

It's just an idea.. I would open like 2-3 slots and just give them to fastest ones
OR i'd make an auction like I did the last time.

All I need to know: is anyone interested?
:iconohyoucasplz:

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Copypasted from my Tumblr
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By Annie, aka Eisenrose

I've been in the Rammstein fandom for almost a year now. I've always presented myself as a crazy ass artist, and I've been trying to make people like my art, I've been trying to get fans.
You know, I am a hobbyist. I've never attended any course, I've never been to an art school. I have no one to tell me what do they think about my art, whether they like it or not, if they think I'm improving.. etc.. I don't have many IRL friends (girls call me an awkward geek and guys have other guys to talk to), and none of them is an artist. Neither are my parents.
So that's why I joined dA few years ago, and tumblr one year ago. You might not know about that, but my first tumblr was filled with only my art only (well, not only art, but it was meant to be an art blog)
I'm basically begging for feedback all the time.
Some artists can work without that. Some of them don't care about it at all, some of them have dealed with their lack of feedback,… and some of them care to much and get frustrated every time they see low numbers behind the "favourites", "views", "comments" titles.
You can guess which group I belong to.
I'm a perfectionist. I spend hours and hours doing my art, just to make people happy. I want them to like my stuff. I want them to notice.
I want them to tell me what they really like/don't like on my stuff.
I want to draw for the fandom and I want the fandom to appreciate it afterwards.
It's my fuel. My motivation.
But lately, I've realized I'm never satysfied with my art and with the amount of feedback I receive. I'm not really talking about tumblr (tho I'm ok with the number of notes my art usually gets even though clicking a ♥ does not say many words..but still, okay, notes are cool, but I need comments too).. I'm talking about the other site, Deviantart. The place where I've started.
Since I've became a contributor of the Rammstein-Fans-Unite group on dA, I've started to care about other people's works in the group more and more.
I've been trying to find my problem - why I get such a lack of feedback and everything. Is it the same with other people's art? - Is Rammfandom just too small to me?
Obviously not. Group's galleries contain many kinds of art and after clicking on some of it, I found out what kind of art this fandom likes:

- Chibis. Simple 10-30min works. Sometimes even drawn on bases (read.: this is not how you make art . references yes, bases no. learn the difference) <- ignore this
- Rammstein stylized into Powerpuff Girls
- more chibis
- captioned photos
- quality stuff: usually from talented portrait artists who just by the way listen to R+ so they decide to draw Till or eventually the whole band and never draw it again (read: this is not what Eisen makes, she doesn't have skillz)

If you belong to one of the groups above, congratulations, every pic/comix you make gets 30 favs a day and gazzilion comments and views. And you also get a lot of watchers, because you're what the fandom wants (Not like Eisen). You get fans and motivation. Congrats once more.
Unfortunatelly, I belong to the group I'm the only member of, the group called "You tried, Eisen"



Seeing other artists getting feedback and having fun is making me roll under my bed, hide my face in the pillow or my plushy Richard's butt and sob quietly.
I actually do that quite often, to be honest. (just not under my bed) And I'm not even visiting my psychiatrist anymore <- forget it, that's another story that has nothing to do with drawing or this fandom.

But I'm still an alone broken little person, who needs love
:C

I'm getting sad and emotional again, so I'll finish this quickly—
I won't draw for this fandom anymore <- I don't have balls and heart for that, you know me and you know my love for Rammstein. I will just… draw less for Rammfandom, maybe. And more for other fandoms, because they seem to appreciate my stuff. I don't draw for myself. I draw for people. And people in this fandom like other kinds of art. Like chibis, this fandom obviously likes them more, so people won't even miss me, which is good.
I don't blame you guys for liking different stuff. I'm blaming myself for realizing it after months.

My semi-realistic art is obviously not welcomed and I'm ok with that.



Annie is 16, she's an ugly outsider, she wants to make art and she wants people to like it. That's all she's ever wanted.



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